Sunday Update

Hi all.

So just some life updates.
First off- things are great out here in California. I start at Amazon on Nov 20, just as something temporary until I make my way to Hawaii in 6-10 weeks to work for Norwegian Cruise Line. I will admt it's been a little lonely here but I'm working on developing friendships. My biggest challenge honestly is that I spent so much time in a relationship that I alienated a lot of friends and likely pushed people away. This is something I am working on building back but recognize that it'll take time. I pray every day about it.

I'm still at a loss for words about Beth's death. I think more than anything it reminded me that I can't take people for granted because just like that they could be gone. Treasure and hug your loved ones close today.

Back to football. Go Lions and Go Knights!

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